Secret Ninja

Gosh... I don't even know where to begin...

I disappeared from here over 6 months ago. Our internet wasnt' working for a few weeks, so I kinda just stopped coming here. Ever since we got our internet connection back I've been thinking about logging on. I have no idea why I haven't done it earlier, but today when I was biking home I suddenly remembere buzznet and all the great people around here! I decided to log on, and here I am! I hope you haven't forgotten me, at least I haven't forgotten about you my friends!

Too much has been going on in my life over the past 6-8 months for me to write about here, but I have changed. Not just my appearance (but for those of you who knew me around here, that wouldn't be a surprise^^), but my mind also. I don't know if I've grown or not, I'm still exactly the same person, but I think about things differently. I still have my horses which I ride almost every day, don't worry about that^^

If I wrote down everything, or even a part of, what has happened and what I am thinking of, this journal would be endless! So if anyone still remembers me: WRITE TO ME!=)) I've missed you my buzznet friends, the loveliest and most colorful bunch of people I've ever met on the internet! I've also missed posting to QOTD, but now I'm back! Just think of my absence as a long journey or something!

And to you, my closest friends here on buzznet, I want to give a biiiiig cyber-hug!

Bizzareland: I've missed you JJ, my fellow AFI fan and probably my best friend here on buzznet!

=)

nluvw42: I've missed you and talking to you about this and that!=)

pungiy: I've missed you and your awesome pics my Danish girl! =)

hungoverandunder: I've missed you and your sweet and smart comments, Michael! =)

anapinkf: I've missed you, you beautiful, funny and sweet girl! =)

woaini: I've missed talking to you about everything, and just the lovely comments you always give! =)

kiastar67:  I've missed you and chatting about culture and horses with you! =)

masha3000: I've missed you my fellow BHG fan and talking with you about music! =)

lexidiem: I've missed you John! Such a kind and smart man, who ALWAYS knows what to say! =)

jennybean: I've missed you Jen, my big sister! =)

starsaftersunset: I've missed you and discussing our happy and not so joyous experiences with you! =9

seb: I've missed you, your art and your incredible humor! =)

HUGE hugs to you and to everyone else I had contact with here on Buzznet! I hope you all still hang around here, 'cause I'm looking forward to sharing almost everything with you guys again!

With Love from Finland, Jenni

My Christmas...

Answer the questions, post it in your journal and then pass it on.  

1. Wrapping paper or gift bags? Wrapping paper, but if I'm lazy, gift bags. 

2. Tree; Real or Artificial? Real! We've never had an artificial tree, and we never will. It wouldn't feel like Christmas without a real tree..

3. When do you put Christmas tree up? Usually th 23rd. We're going to put it up soon...

4. When do you take the tree down? When there are more needles on the floor than on the tree

5. Like eggnog?  Never tasted, it's not a tradition around here. But if it contains eggs, I doubt I'd like it. Does it really contain eggs?

6. Do you have a nativity scene? No, we're not religious. Christmas is just a tradition to us, we don't think about Jesus birth.

7. Favorite gift received as a child? Probably the playstation me and my brother got when I was 5

8. Hardest person to buy for? My friend Nadde, we're so different.

9. Easiest person to buy for? My friend Casso, we're so much like eachother. We listen to the same music, like the same clothes and our sense of humor is exactly the same.

10. Worst Christmas gift? Nothing particular, but I hate candles. They're nice and all, but the ones I get presents from should know me well enough to buy me something I actually like or something funny, candles are not funny...

11. Mail or e-mail a Christmas Card? Cards! I love cards..

12. Favorite Christmas movie? The Snowman, it's so beautiful, I watch it every christmas! Then there's also "Joulupukki ja Noitarumpu" (made by Mauri Kunnas,a Finnish children's books author) that's really funny.

13. When do you start shopping for Christmas? Usually at the beginning of December

14. Have you ever recycled a Christmas present? Nope.

15. Favorite food to eat on Christmas? Here in Finland people usually eat ham or turkey, carrot, potatoe and rutapaga casserole, differnet kinds of fish, meatballs and such. I don't eat meat or fish and I hate the casseroles, so I usually just eat potatoes and differnt kinds of salads.

16. Clear or colored tree lights? I like the clear ones, they look more like real candle light and I think they're classier in a way..

17. Favorite Christmas Song? I'm not that fond of Christmas songs, actually they kind of irritate me... But there are a few I like, "Whute Christmas" is prob. my fav.

18. Travel during Christmas or stay home? Stay at home, I've spent christmas elsewhere than home twice, once at my grandma's and once at my cousin, but never further away than that.

19. Store bought or homemade gifts? Doesn't really matter which ones I get, and i depends on my mood which ones my friends get from me...

20. Angel or Star on tree top? Star, always a star.

21. Open presents on Christmas Day or Christmas Eve? Eve, here in Scandinavia we celebrate Christmas mostly on Christmas eve. Christmas eve is when you stay at home with your family, eat Christmas dinner and open presents. Christmas day is when you go out partying with your friends..

22. Most annoying thing about this time of year? The stress! I don't really stress, but my mom does, and when she's stressed out, everybody is stressed out..

23. Bake at home or Buy? Both.

24. Lights outside? Yes, clear ones and not too much!

25. Mistletoe? No, not a tradition around here. I'd like mistletoes, though! :)

I got tagged by John (lexidiem) and I was happy to do this!

I'll tag pungiy and missmurder2!

I just came home from my friends birthday party! There was about 60 people there, some danced, some played guitar, some just drank and talked about stuff that make no sence. I had so much fun! I also went to a party on Friday with Nici and Tobbe, so loads of parties for me this weekend!

But the best part was, when my friend Fredde told me Anti-Flag was coming to Finland 7th of March! The tickets are going to be available on Monday morning, so on Monday I'll go to the ticket office as soon as I can! Anti-Flag is one of the bands I really want to see. Thay make great music and I like their political views. Fredde reacted almost the same way I did when I knew I was going to see AFI, all the panicing and stuff :D He didn't shed any tears, though.... I'm really looking forward to the show already!

I'm going to have my lip pierced again on Monday, even more to look forward to!

Hope you had a good weekend too!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
Today (20th November 2007) the amazing Davey Havok turns 32!

If I'd have the chance, I'd sing 'Happy Birthday" to you, I'd bake the most marvelous cake the world has ever seen or tasted and I'd make you the biggest and prettiest, glittery card ever! I'd even wash your dirty socks (no one knows how much I fear dirty socks), that's how much you mean to me, and so many others! Even if we don't know you, you're like a best friend to all of us AFI fans. You're a great man, and I hope have you the awesomest birthday!

And oh, scorpios rule ;)

  

Just something I made up from song lyrics (mostly from DU). I felt really bad, so I listened to AFI for a couple of hours, I just laid there on the floor, listening to the lyrics. First they made me even more sad, but then suddenly, I felt a whole lot better and wrote this to a person I've never loved.

 

 

 

I’ll lay me down tonight,

much further down.

Swim in the calm tonight,

yes I do drown.

 

You love my screams

when you keep killing me inside.

Your sins into me,

I remain the one to blame.

 

Do you fall too?

I doubt you do.

I’m no one.

You’re no one.

Do you find me dreadful?

 

Scream with me,

when I flee to Decemberunderground

where I will never speak your name again.

Don’t speak my name.

 

My future is bright without you,

I will be alright.

Even if you keep killing me,

there’s always someone to suck the poison out,

to feel my wounds.

I keep walking the line.

 

I’ll stay sweetly numb

just as long as I have to.

I’ll stay sweetly numb,

until my misery stops speaking.

I will wait,

endlessly.

 

You have torn it,

you can’t repair it.

I’ll be alright,

I hope you won’t.

But there’s a night

when I will forget,

I’ll pretend you didn’t kill me.

 

Even if you keep killing me,

you can’t put out the Fire inside me.

When I’ve got the music I’ve got a place to go,

I can flee to Decemberunderground.

 

I don't love you.

Tragedy in Jokela School:

At about 1pm today my friend got a message from her mom. She told here there had been a shooting at Jokela high, a school in Tuusula (suburb to Helsinki, about 1 hour drive from where I live). The news was shocking to us, not only because that shootings are really rare here (there has only been one school shooting in Finland before, 1989, which resulted in two victims), but because three of my friends go to that school.

 Jokela School.

An hour later or so, I got to know that my friends were ok. The police suspected that there was 3 victims, the prinicpal and two male students. Later the figured the amount of people killed was 5 or 6. The final number of victims turned out to be 8.

This is now naturally all over the news. The shooter had put up a 'warning video' titled 'Jokela  High School Massacre', on youtube yesterday. He had previously uploaded videos of himself testing his new gun and such. He had also posted an explanation of why he was doing this, and something like a testament, somewhere on the internet.

The text he has written is mostly about his anger and hate towards our society and the human race. He says he realized that there isn't anything worth living for, because nothing can be changed and that he feels only contempt towards humans, and that we are a mistake of evolution. He reffers to himself as 'god' and 'dictator', he thinks of himself as above everyone else. According to fellow students, he admires dictators like Hitler and Stalin.

videos made by the shooter http://www.iltalehti.fi/nettitv/?27936792

http://www.iltalehti.fi/nettitv/?27936792

Is Finland, considered a somewhat safe country, going towards an era of violence?

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This article is from 'Helsingin Sanomat', the biggest newspaper in Finland;

BREAKING NEWS: Eight killed in school shooting in Jokela, north of Helsinki, gunman in critical condition

Suspected gunman "acted strange in recent days"

Last weekend I went to this event called 'Höstdagarna'. It's an event where kids between 12 and 20 meet to have 'fun'. It's arranged by the church, but I was told there wouldn't be any "jesus propaganda", so I decided to go even if I'm not a member of the church. I thought I would have fun, but I turned out to be completely wrong. Everything had some religious message hidden in it, it felt like brainwash! Me and my friend "protested" by not participating in any of the activities. Even the karaoke was religious, for god's sake! Just when my head was about to explode with all the religious crap being fed into my brain, (and my stomach with candy) Nadde and me decided to head for the city. It turned out to be the only good thing that weekend. We had loads of fun, and we met great people. I kind of regret going there, but you never know until you try it!

 

P.S. It snowed yesterday... It's really cold, I'm already waiting for summer to come.

Nadde and m

e in the city. Laugh all you want =)

Since it was Halloween, we met a lot of strange people. Here's some weird skier, "Duff man" (loved the costume) and Tomb Raider. We met them at McDonald's

I think this was taken when we got lost...

This is one of my other friends, Challe. Errrm... Yeah, I have no idea what we're doing. This is what happens when boredom hits!

Probably planning how to destroy the world (noo, just kidding). Nadde was fixing my hair at the moment, I think I had just woken up...

 

Some of you may already know, that I listen mostly to punk and 80's electronica. I decided to make my 80's pop list, and will probably make a more punk directed list later. If you like 80's music and/or synt and electronica, check out this list and comment it! What would've been your choises?

P.S. I'm sorry there are only links to the vids, and not directly the vids here. I have no idea how to do that... If you do, tell me!!

 

10.Simple Minds-Dont You (Forget about me)

An 80's classic. I love the song, it's kinda strange, but beautiful. I'm not really that in to this band, but this song is amazing!

http://www.youtube.com/v/UAn8lu3C9IE&rel=1

9.Blondie-Call Me   

Blondie is one of my favourite bands ever... There are many Blondie songs I like better than this one, but they were all from the 70's, and since this is an 80's list, I'll go with the best one from the 80's. And oh, Debbie Harry rocks!

http://www.youtube.com/v/a7LZRaHz0Q8&rel=1

8.E.L.O. (Electric Light Orchestra)-So Serious    

I think you've all heard this one. I just love it! There was no real video to this song, so please ignore the anime crap, and just listen to the music!

http://www.youtube.com/v/6XFOJfMHxec&rel=1

7.Eurythmics-Sweet Dreams (Are Made of This)  

I love the song and the band. But the video creeps me out a bit... My father actually saw them live (they've been in Finland years ago), I'm so jealous!

http://www.youtube.com/v/KoeFzjaG7Zs&rel=1

6.A-HA-Take on Me          

Now this song is a classic 80's song, you can find it on any "best of 80's" cd. I just love the tune, the vocals and the video!

http://www.youtube.com/v/CUod3jGQt0U&rel=1

5.Tears For Fears-Everybody Wants to Rule the World  

Amazing band. I had some difficulties choosing their best song, 'cause I really like "Mad World" too, but ended up choosing this one. Enjoy!

http://www.youtube.com/v/FOA4ixV-3jU&rel=1

4.The Cure-Just Like Heaven                   

Does this need explaining? Such a beautiful song. I'm a huge fan of the cure...

http://www.youtube.com/v/ORc5Td_T6og&rel=1

3.Pet Shop Boys-Suburbia                                  

I really like most of the stuff these guys have made, but somehow this just ended up as my fav PSB song.

http://www.youtube.com/v/CEbikoW0Fn4&rel=1

2.Alphaville-Romeos                                    

This band has been one of my favorites since I was like 2 years old. It' my fathers favorite band, so I grew up listening to them. This is not one of their best known songs (Forever Young, Big in Japan etc.), but I definately think it's their best. I kinda like the video, too..

http://www.youtube.com/v/ZvCZwSWGZJc&rel=1

1.OMD (Orchestral Manoeuvres in the Dark)-Secret   

One of the best songs ever made by a great band. It's so calm, yet it almost makes me cry. This is one of those songes that gives me goosebumps.

http://www.youtube.com/v/pxFsp5F1axA&rel=1

I was inspired by Emilee's (nluvw42) journal, hope you don't mind, hun!^^

So, most of us love (at least secretly) quizes, filling them or reading other peoples results. I answered a few and posted the results here. You do them too, they are actually kind good!

Which Action Hero Would You Be? v. 2.0 http://quizfarm.com/test.php?q_id=11174N You scored as a Neo, the "One" Neo is the computer hacker-turned-Messiah of the Matrix. He leads a small group of human rebels against the technology that controls them. Neo doubts his ability to lead but doesn't want to disappoint his friends. His goal is for a world where all men know the Truth and are free from the bonds of the Matrix. Captain Jack Sparrow 71% Neo, the "One" 71% El Zorro 67% Batman, the Dark Knight 63% Lara Croft 58% The Amazing Spider-Man 54% James Bond, Agent 007 54% William Wallace 50% Maximus 46% Indiana Jones 38% The Terminator 29%   Quiz results:

What do your eyes reveal about you? You scored as a Passion You are very passionate whether that passion is good or evil has yet to be determined. You have great power over others and they seem to flock to your service. You are very competative almost to a fault. Perhaps you should let someone else win for a change? Passion 92% Mysterious 58% Anger 42% Eyes full of Pain 33% Diamond Eyes http://quizfarm.com/quiz_repository/eyes_beauty_in_your_eyes_PICS_reveal/27770/   So go to www.quizfarm.com for other fun quizes if you're bored, and then tell me your results!

 

 

1. You put here 10 favourites movies of your life.
2. You tag  maximum 10 people.
3. You CANNOT tag someone who has already been tagged.
4. You have to let the people you tagged know that they've been tagged.
5. You have to put PICS.

 

10. Freddy Got Fingered

 

I wasn't really sure about number 10, but I ended up choosing this one just because it's so goddamn insane. It's a comedy, but still not recommended for persons under 18 because of its complete moranity. It makes me laugh so hard, my muscles hurt the next day and it also almost makes me vomit. Tom Green is too repulsive to describe in this movie. So this movie earned it's place because of it's weirdness...

9.The Neverending Story

 

These movies were a favorite of mine when I was a kid. I was kind of obsessed with the story (weird thing is, that I've just recently been able to remember it's name... I always forgot it as a kid), it always got me inspired. I've seen them probably about 20 times. I'd like to buy them, but I can't seem to find them anywhere... It's been a while since I've seen them, I just have to get a hold of them somewhere...

 

8. Boys Don't Cry

Now this one had a huge impact on me. I was really young the first time I saw it, maybe 11 or 12, but I still think I understood it quite well. Maybe it was a good thing I saw it as a child, I think it affected me in many good ways. It feels like it taught me to not be prejudiced towards anyone, it taught me acceptance. It's a great movie, always makes me cry. Hilary Swank also became one of my favorite actresses.

7. Star Wars (the original trilogy)

I grew up with SW. My dad is a fan, my brother is a fan, and my mom hates it^^ I used to watch them all probably like once a week, it was an obsession of mine, too. Me and my brother actually spotted, that teddey-bear-like creatures that live in the forrest (Return of The Jedi), actually (among all the gibborish) speak some finnish, "kakkahätä (that means "I need to shit", lol). I've never really learned to appreciate the "new" I, II and III. I don't think I've even seen the most recent one. I still have a bunch of too small, worn-out SW-tees in my closet. I'm a fan, and not afraid to admit it:D

Use the force you must, yeeees...

6.Breakfast Club

Probably the best teenage-movie ever. Almost the whole film, they sit in just one classroom, 5 "oh, so different" teenagers. They are all different personalities, that add som color to it! If you'd "delete" a character, the movie wouldn't be as good as it is. Some clichés, and some unexpected twists, that's what a great movie is made of.

5.Girl Interrupted

It's a great story, it deals with crazyness on so many levels, showing us the difference between crazy and mentally insane. I've seen it twice, it made me cry both times. Winona Ryder is a great actress and Angelina Jolie is incredibly hot in this movie...

4.Charlie and The Chocolate Factory

Ok. First of all, this was probably the first book I read by myself. I've seen the old film version of this story, and thought it was ok. I was nervous about that hollywood would destroy another one of my favourite stories, but no. I fell in love with thi movie the first time I saw it. I instantly bought it when it came out on DVD, and seriously, I know every single line by now. It's a great story for children, but also for older people, who can see the dark humor in it. I can't help but to admire Johnny Depp for this role (among every single of the other roles he's had), he makes Willy Wonka, a different (but amazing) Willy Wonka, come to life.

WARNING! Don't watch this movie without having a mountain of candy beside you...

3.Forrest Gump

Also one of the few that makes me cry (they've all made it to this list). A beautiful, at times happy, at times sad, story about a slightly stupid (I don't want to use the expression "retarted", and since I don't know another word for it, I decided to go with "stupid") man with a great heart. Tom Hanks is also one of my favorite actors.

"Life is like a box of chocolates, you never know what you're going to get." -Forrest Gump

2.Alice in Wonderland (by Disney)

The person who wrote this story (Lewis Carrol, that is) has to be either hyper intelligent or insane. It's so weird and brings up so many different feelings. It's not just a children's story, it's a story about life in all its insanity. Dark humour in every single sentence. It's a always been a favorite of mine, and it's just freaky how much the Cheshire Cat reminds me of me.

1.V for Vendetta

I love this movie... I could watch it again and again, without ever getting bored. It's a political story with a pinch of drama and romance, perfection, that is. It's a story about conspiracy, anarchy, resistance and athe weirdest relationship ever. You can really get in to the characters' minds, and Natalie Portman really does an excellent job (and btw, not many women look hot even if they're bald). I'm forever grateful to my history teacher for recommending this movie. Anyone who hasn't seen it; I command you to watch it instantly!

 

 

Sooooo... There were my top-10 movies!

I tag: nluvw42 aaand.... seems like everyone else has been tagged already, so just just her:D

I'm really sorry that I haven't been answering your notes, messages and comments, and haven't been noting/messaging/commenting you lately! I haven't even had the time to upload my pictures from Estonia (sorry John...), but I'll do it asap! Michael tagged me to do the "Top 10 Movies" thing, but I haven't managed to do that either... yet.

I've been busy with exams, riding and such... Me and my friends (this is going to saound really strange) found an abandoned house that we're fixing. We had a party and slept there last weekend... We've painted it and fixed something you can call windows, built chairs and a table and bought a couch^^ I really love that place...

I have competitions this weekend, but after that I should have more time to be here more! Well, I just hope you don't think I've forgotten you all, 'cause I haven't^^

I got my first tattoo today (and yes, there are going to be some more)! I hurt in the beginning, when the needle was on my spine it hurt like hell, then my skin got kinda numb, and I couldn't feel anything. I'm proud of myself, and I love the design!

I'm going to Estonia with my history class tomorrow. We're going to see medival castles and eat an old-fashioned meal at a "medival" restaurant. That should be fun!

I'll post pics of my tattoo and the trip to Estonia when I get back from there^^ 

I decided about a year ago, that I want to study history and politics and then make somkind of a profession out of it. I'm just not sure about that anymore... I love history, but I won't get to express myself if I become an archeologist or researcher etc.

I have such a big need to express myself in some way, through music, acting, painting, whatever! I just need to do it, otherwise I'll go mad! I've always thought about having a carreer from which you can earn a lot of money, I just don't think that is as important anymore. I just realized that a few days ago. Happiness really is more important than money. Now I just don't have any idea of what I should do, or where I should go when I graduate. I'm not sure about how mom and dad would feel if I wanted to go to acting school, or something... I know it's my life, but I really don't have the money to go anywhere if my parents won't pay for anything...

Why does everything have to be so complicated...? I hate making choices that affect the rest of my life. I know I have to, but it's just so hard.

And oh, I have to mention that I'm getting a tattoo 9/17, I'm so excited! =) 

Who Needs Real Love ...

"I may be fatter than you, I may be uglier than you, but I still get a hell of a lot more pussy than you do!"-Jimmy Pop

THIS WAS AMAZING! Front row, Bloodhound Gang was incredible, and the bands (or band, the other one was just a really fucked up stand-up comic=D) playing before BHG were great too (check ou the Danish band "Rock Hard Power Spray" at www.myspace.com/rockhardpowerspray).

The guys in this band are crazy, sick and crazy, I say! Jimmy Pop made out with a guy from the audience (and my friend made out with the guy after that:D) and then did a wedgie(spel.?) on him and another dude... Mr. Pop said, that he thinks he's really Finnish, and then he played our national anthem and said a few curse words in finnish. 

Their music was great and they did the coolest things on stage. And ooooh... The bassist Evil Jared Hasselhof... Ooooh... That man really is THE sex... And just as stupid as the other guys in the band. He has a piercing in his cock, he pulled his pants down, attached a metal chain to it and the chain to a huge wooden box. Then he pulled the box across the stage=D After that he drank about 1l. of beer, puked it back in from where he drank it, and drank it again. Mad man, mad man... I touched him, and I'm never going to wash my left hand, lol. We also got to hear and see a direct call from the US... And it was BAM MARGERA!!

We missed the last train, since the show should've ended at 11:30PM, but it ended at 12, so my friend's mom had to drive to Helsinki (it takes about 1 hour and 15min to drive there from where we live) to get us, so I just got back home (it's 2:16AM right now)  

Evil Jared Hasselhof

I have pics and videos of all the bands that played (yes, I even have a photo of Evil Jared pulling the box with his cock=D), but I'm going to post them tomorrow, because it's getting kinda late (I have to get up in 4 hours and go to school). But I got to say; THIS WAS THE BEST SHOW EVER! Even if I like AFI much better than BHG, their show beats the shit out of any show! I'll def. go see them when they visit our little country next time!

But guys, remember to....:

 

I didn't get the tickets too see NOFX, but I'm going to see Bloodhound Gang on Sunday, instead! The competition yesterday went lousy, but I went to a competion today and won both classes! Yay! *BIGBIGBIG Happyface*

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iTW8oUV8Aq0

Bloodhound Gang-The Bad Touch

School started on wednesday and my stresslevel is already at max. The guy I really like (if not love) ís moving away to another city to study. All the NOFX show tickets were sold out, and I can't get any from anywhere... The competition I went to, went incredibly bad... I fell off, hurt myself and my mother was really angry (she's SUPPOSED to be supportive, but she really isn't). Then we got into a fight, everyone heard it (I can't control myself when I get mad) and of course, because I'm the young, stupid child, everyone thought everything was my fault. I'm thinking about quitting riding, I really want to, because I don't enjoy it thatr much anymore, and my mother drives me insane (she's always at the stable)! It's just not that easy to quit, since I own two horses... I simply haven't got the nerves required to that sport, boxing would be a better thing for me... I'm just really depressed, stressed and tired. Sorry that I complain so much, but I really had to tell someone.  

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1. I'm really lazy. I think I use more time and energy trying to avoid to do stuff, then I would use if I actually did what I'm supposed to.

2. History is my fav subject, and I'm going to study it and hopefully make a profession of something that involves history.

3. I love music, especially punk, 80's synth pop and alternative rock.

4. I'm really short-tempered, and when I flip, I flip bad. Don't piss me off (but otherwise I'd like to think of myself as a nice person).

5. I never cry when I'm sad, only if I'm really angry or disappointed.

6. I have 4 piercings.

7. I'm a geek. I love Star Wars (THE ORGINAL ONES!) and Harry Potter.It took me 3 days and a night to read Harry Potter & The Deathly Hallows. I also read loads of Sci-Fi  and fantasy books.

8. I can't stand reggae, I can physically feel my braincells dying when (IF) I listen to reggae.

There's a "European People-Festival" in our town this week, and I've met so many great new people! The Irish are most fun, but the Dutch are really nice too. Yesterday me and my friend Nici got invited to an Irish party, and it was amazing! They played Irish music, sang, danced and drank like maniacs... They made us dance too, but we sucked bid time =D

And of course... Harry Potter! Wonderful, wonderful... I just finished the book, and I have no idea what to do, I'm addicted to HP! Maybe I'll just read all the books again (for the 10th time, no kidding)..

I'm going shopping to Helsinki in about two weeks, I'll get a new piercing, you'll see which one when I've taken it. I'll post a pic!

I'm going to a showjumping competition tomorrow, so wish me luck!

 

I'm happy, but still so worried that I'll screw it up..

I've always thought he's gorgeous, but that's it. That was before I knew him... I was at a party yeasterday and we talked for several hours. He was much nicer, smarter and funnier than I thought he would be. Suddenly he just asked me "Can I hold you?", I didn't even answer, I just leaned towards him. We sat there in the dark and quiet backyard for hat seemed like eternity. Then he asked me if he could kiss me (god he's so polite too...), I just answered "Of course". Whoa that boy can kiss.. 

He just made me feel special. I'm in love with this perfect emo-boy (yes, that's right. He's just not the typical emo-kid, he has brains) and I just don't know what to do. There's nothing I've ever wanted more than him, but I'm just not brave enough to let him know that... I know I'm going to get my heart broken, I'm just hoping for the best, but expecting the worst.